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9.28.2004

Snow Patrol

okok. i know that i said the Jimmy Eat World album is the best ever, but i gotta say that i think Snow Patrol is one of the greatest bands ever. They have an album out right now called Final Straw. dude. so good. they have a song called Run that is getting some airplay. it's soooo good. i could sing it for days at the top of my lungs (except that the songs are generally in a low key).

but anyway. it's good. get it.

9.27.2004

Tonight Show w/ Conan O' Brian?

Jay Leno made an anouncment today that in 2009 he's going to retire. Taking his place of course will be Conan. I kinda saw this coming, since Jay Leno's been around for awhile now. Believe it or not, its been a long time since the whole Johnny Carson thing. The only reason I knew this was gonna happen is cause, well, things change, that and Leno is gettin OLD. I remember when that dude had black hair... and now, its all grey!

I wonder if Conan's hair will start going grey or something. haha. I have no problem with Conan being on earlier. But "the Tonight Show with Conan O' Brian"? That sounds odd. Who the hell would be the anouncer? Joel won't be alive by 2009. Does this mean Conan will get bigger guests? I mean, he gets some big stars on there now, but if he's the new tonight show.. instead talking to a fake president on a tv, he'll be talking to the real president.. Will Conan still be in New York?! i've always seen him as an LA kind of guy.

whatever.. if he's moving up a spot, I can take the one he used to have cause I know just as well as everyone else, it AIN'T gonna be "Late night with Carson Daly".

Nice Hammer Pants!

stop.

hammer time.

CSI

CSI is so cool. but how did cbs find the best crime scene investigator ever? man they got some good people! i don't know how they found him,cause it doesn't seem like his boss doesn't like him very much.

9.24.2004

GEEEEEMail

n8white@gmail.com

that's right.

n8white@GMAIL.COM

thanks goody. i love you.

9.23.2004

Mind Bullets

i'm not kidding.

get it.

or i'll hurt you...

with my mind bullets.

bang.

J. E. W. swiggety

okokok.

seriously.

the new Jimmy Eat World album "Futures" is freaking amazing. you ALL have to get it.

the end.

9.21.2004

musik in the park

today gnat and i went to the park, and just jammed and worshiped. it was pretty cool if you ask me. and beleive it or not, it didn't really feel strange at all. it felt totally normal. and i learned how to play some of Josh Clubb's songs. pretty cool.

thanks rudy for showing me that you can worship anywhere and anytime. (although i doubt you'll read this)

thinking out loud

i pretty good friend of mine has decided to cut his internet connection. he's doing this because it makes him counter-productive with his and his wife's relationship with god. he'll spend hours (like i'm doing now) online, instead of as he would say "ministering to his wife".

my question is, could my involvement in my church be counter-productive to my spiritual growth? i haven't met too many people that are completely happy with their jobs. and i'm willing to bet that most people think about the things they don't like about their jobs the minute they walk into the door. now imagine that same feeling about the place that was designed to be different than that. the place that you should be able to focus on god and how awesome he is. well i don't think that when i go to my church. i think about my responsibilities. i think about things that bother me. that i don't agree with. that i think are hypocritical.

i don't think it's wrong to have the internet. but i think that if the internet is a distraction, then it needs to go.

i can't blame my church for my frustrations. i can only blame myself for letting them get to me and distract me. and if i can't control my thoughts while i'm there, then maybe i shouldn't be there... but who knows.

am i mean?

i don't think i'm a mean person. but i know i've done some pretty mean things. i feel like things i do are because i'm driven by my surroundings. that might be coping out, but whatever. a couple weeks ago, i was getting pretty stressed out, and i really didn't want to take any crap from anyone. so naturally, when i felt like i was getting crap from someone, i blew up. i crossed the line by trying to embarrass someone in from of some other people and it was a huge mistake. i have been so embarrassed because of it. but now i know how stupid it was to do that, and i still think about it a lot and regret doing it. but i don't think that it's just a normal thing for me to do something like that. i think it was because i had been stressed out and had a bad attitude. so anyway, sorry isaac.

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