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11.19.2004


"it has to be made clear, i am not a born again christian. i am not a christian by any stretch of the imagination. i am not anything. i don't want to define myself in any way. i don't see why i have to, and i don't see what purpose it serves. i'm not a raver, i'm not a techno kid, i'm not a christian. i love techno music. i love christ.
"in my own strange way, i'm a christian, in that i really love christ, and i think that the wisdom of christ is the highest, strongest wisdom i've ever encountered, and i thnk that his description of the human condition is about the best descriptoin or understanding of the human condition that i've encountered. and although i try and live my life according to the teachings of christ, a lot of times i fall short. i wouldn't necessarily consider myself a christian in the conventional sense of the world, where i go to church or beleive in cultural christianity, but i really do love christ and recognize him in whatever capacity as i can understand it as god."
-moby


11.17.2004

pick of the moment

you are listening to the works of PartyBen.

check out some more PartyBen at www.partyben.com. i heard this song on the radio, loved it but couldn't find anything about it. thanks bromley for finding who made it!

i'd like to take this chance to say that it's too bad oasis had to self-destruct. guess leham was a little too creative for his own good.

and travis is awesome.

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a few minutes later:

oh ya, green day is ok too.


--EDITED CAUSE IT DOESN'T AUTOPLAY ANYMORE--




amazing race

ok, so have you ever noticed that people will do anything for money? it's so sad. it really shows a lot about our character and integrity. how much does your integrity cost? it's funny, i was watching the amazing race and this guy totally jacked this other team and tricked them into going 3 hours off course hoping it would get them eliminated. now, i know that it's a game and everything, but he screwed them big time. i mean, the team shouldn't have depended on a competitor for help, but the guy made them think he was trust worthy.

what's different between a game and real life? is there a difference? i think that a game like that is a true test of someone's personality and what they truly desire. of course there's people reading this and saying "you're nuts, i have bills you fairy". and hey, i'm not saying that i don't like money, and buying stuff. i'm one of the worst out there. but that doesn't mean i like it.

at what point does a person turn their back on their values, and give in to desire. i guess this is kinda related to the trust post. i guess it's all about the thing that makes us human. the desires of our heart. well, whatever. happy meals only last a few minutes.


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