n8blog

2.11.2005

this is my life. am i who i want to be???

(pondering)

(turn the emo on)

(more pondering)

...........no

is this my life? i didn't earn this life. i didn't win it in a raffle. as i recall, this life is a gift.

(still more pondering, the emo helps)

if this life is a gift, should i be who the one that gave it to me wants me to be? or did he give it to me along with the choice to be who i want to be? if so, then this is my life.